January 2010
Am finally back from camp. Went home via taxi with Rosy, Shahira and Yus. As soon as i reached home, bunked on my bed and slept the whole day through. Now i’m awake and finally realized i have yet to study for CM BIO’s test tomorrow. Bummer. ):
Camp was okay. But being in the Loft was the best. I felt like staying there forever. I didn’t want to sleep but i did in the end. My...
Anak mengajar Emak cara-cara untuk membuat lauk...
My mummy is so cute.
Before this, she called me up to ask where i was.
M: Afa katne? Dah kat rumah eh?
Me: Takde. Tengah tunggu bus kat Tampines Inter. Kenape mi?
M: Oh tkde. Bagus la belum balik. Nak kirim beli goreng pisang boleh? Mi mengidam lah.
Me: Leerr. Call orang suro kirim goreng pisang je? Tua-tua pun nak mengidam. Peda.
M: Alaaahh. Tua tak tua tak salah ape. Ish. Belikn tau....
Am gonna go camp for the next few days. I hope Julia brings her lappy. Atleast i get a chance to blog if i can’t sleep. I know she brings her camera and she knows pretty well i’m gonna hog it. =D.
Oh well. Mummy got off from work pretty early today. She says she wants to send me off like as though its the first time i’m going camp. ._. Didn’t i tell you people i’m...
“As hard as it was to move on, I think I’m okay with how we are. At some point,...”
– (via runawaytrain)
I dedicate this to you boy. You don’t concern me anymore. The day i stopped texting you was the day i realised that you don’t give a fuck about me, so why should i be wasting my effort?
I’ld be done with Street Soccer next week. But if i stop, then i’d grow fat all over again.
So. I’m thinking of how to play soccer while regaining my fair skin back. How?
I'm sick but i feel like going shopping.
SO MANY SALES. SO LITTLE MONEY.
Sighs.
):
Told mummy that i would be working if she’s to reduce my allowance.
Me: Mi, you said from next week onwards you want to reduce my allowance kan, i go work la gitu. 100 bucks is not enough for me.
Ummi: Afa memang. Apape tak cukup untuk kau. If you work, then how about school? Are you sure you can juggle? You’re too pampered. Ummi doubt you can handle pressure. And what will Abi say?
...
I didn’t go school today. I’ve got the flu bug and it isn’t pretty.
I’ve yet to do my SAWI reflection. Sighs.
This flu makes my head cocked up. Bummer.
Anyway, i think i shall start work. Family’s having financial problems. And my allowance has been cut down drastically. From a 500 per month. To a 300. Then 200. Now. a pathetic 100. How am i to survive? ):
L.O.V.E?
I don’t get it. Maybe i’d never will. But does it matter right now? I’m just 18. I’ve not yet even got my dip. So why should that word up above be any of a problem for me?
I hate the fact that you have to diss me just because i’ve taken hearts and crushed them so heartlessly. I don’t get why you have to care so much when my actions towards these guys never did...
Abang Helmi cakap.
Don’t ever ever lead a guy on if you have no feelings for him.
And its always late but worth the wait.
Aku bored seh. And am i a materialistic playgirl (?).Nanti kene bangun 0545. Mata sayu. But cannot sleeepp. ): (*&#$$%^&&#$%$% to SAWI.
I am so bored. I talked to Helmi since 10 just now. And i’ve yet to hit the sack.
SAWI! WHY ARE YOU TORTURING ME! )):
Junk food Junk foooood.
I don't wanna be your number one cause then,...
Boys. Boys. Boys
I was on the way home from school. And i was walking across the fitness corner in front of my block. There were 3 guys there. I guess they were malays looking from the colour of their skin. I was wearing my earpiece at that time so i couldn’t hear what they were talking about.
Imagine, one of the guys was sitting on this thingy that flexes the arms. And when i was super near him. He was,...
Goooodd morning world.
I predict that today would be a real mundane day. I’ve got to study for school tests later. Starting from monday, i’d be having soooo much quizzes/tests. Sighs.
What a bummer. I feel like sleeping all over again. ):
Am supposed to be out with family for some dinner but i declined cause i wanted to sleep.
Buuuuuut. I didn’t. Instead, i met the two boys, Shafiq and Ibrahim and had a nice chit chat with them.
I just got home from the story-telling session. I think the boys are still under the block, talking like no body’s business. Esp Im. His face when telling stories is super EPIC. Hahahaha.
I...
Dont you feel weird being a girlfriend/boyfriend...
Cause i do. Its weird being a girlf/boyf to your own members. Ewwww.
Dear ex-boyfriend.
Finally, you’ve moved on. I’m very happy for you. I’m sure your new girlfriend will treat you a hundred times better than how i did.
I just hope, even when we’re not talking now. that you won’t hold any grudges against me.
Yours truly;
Ex-girlfriend.
Am super shagged. I just got back from painting at Jalan Bukit Merah. And i survived today on only 4 hours of sleep.
Pictures will be up and i don’t give a fuck if my face looks like its been hit by a towtruck. Its not easy painting even if its a one-room flat.
Anyways, yesterday i did say my cousin’s cousin was super delicious right? Well, today, granny came over and talked about...
“You may not be her first, her last, or her only.
She loved before and she may...”
– Bob Marley (Submitted by highonlaxative) (via fuckyeahhlove)
I
Feel
Dappy.
And i honestly, do not know why.
Part-Time Lover.
You said you’d change But still nothin’ You’re still the same I’m just a part-time lover And I’m the blame Shoulda went away But yet I stayed With a part-time lover
See some days you would love me Then you don’t, then you do, then you won’t, Then you’re here, then you’re gone, I’m alone. Now you got me stressin’ out on the phone...
Friends.
Afa: *chatters excitedly about someth*
Farid: Eh afa, kau kenal Sya?
Afa: *thinks* err, ntah. Sya mane ni?
Farid: SYA-DUP.
Afa: *buat muka taik* _}_
I attended school for approx. 3 hrs today.
If any of you guys saw me rushing off halfway during lecture, well, i got news that my aunt died this morning.
Not that i feel sad or anyth. I’m not close to her but i still felt a sense of loss. I missed the part where they were bathing the body but i did manage to follow the rest to the cemetry and see her laid to rest.
But i hate myself...
“Mathematics may not teach us how to inhale oxygen and exhale carbon dioxide, or...”
– (via runawaytrain)
Zoom Zoom Zaaaaa
Am bored. Hello.
Bye.
Could i please be a jockey?
I’ve been loving horses since, idk, i saw in on telly?
They are so much better than cows. I hate cows. Cause one slapped me using his tail when i was an innocent 4 year old kid. Not a funny encounter. My cheeks burned.
Friends know you better than anyone else does....
Call me stupid. But all these while, i've just...
Don’t think i’ve never realised that you never text me on weekends.
Don’t think i’ve never realised that we don’t even call up on each other just to talk.
Don’t think i’ve never realised that our text messages always revolve around things that are promiscuous.
Don’t think i’ve never realised that maybe, you’re just using me, just for...
It doesn't feel like home anymore.
I feel intoxicated. Trapped.
Underwater and unable to breathe.
I’d rather be somewhere else other than here.
Random
I didn’t even touched my phone the whole day today. Not until 1 minute ago. Shahira texted me so i replied it.
And then i was just about to text Alfian Santriyos asking him what he was doing and suddenly, my phone vibrated, his name on my phone screen. My eyes were 0.o Coooooool!
I guess cause i put my phone as silent. So its like a coincidence that he called exactly at the point of time i...
The Time Traveler's Wife
I just watched it. Its so awesome and magical. I cried a bit tho. ):
Claire: Why didn’t you tell me you were coming?
Henry: Because i don’t want you to keep waiting for me. I want you to live your life.
I respect his wife. She never stops waiting for him to return home. Gooshh.
I want to study. Where’s my bloody pharmco boooookkk. GERAM NYEE! I don’t want to buy another book to replace it. Waste money.
Projects are due. And i’m still here slacking away. And exams are just around the corner.
I’m thinking how to make it for Pharmco. I don’t want to repeat the module. Its time consuming and i do have a life. My module leader said that i have...
I’m not that dumb to not knw you’re dissapointed in me.
You’re my past. So lets keep it that way. Who are you for me to please?
“You can give your heart to your family. You can give your heart to your friends....”
– Big bad wolf tells all.
I can’t imagine myself giving my heart. Its not only terrifying, its strange and unimaginable as well. Yeah, i like guys, i get smitten by them but i don’t wanna get involved with them. Get it? Nvm. Let me live in my own world. (:
“Life’s disappointments are harder to take when you don’t know any swear words.”...”
– U-huh. I try my very hardest to not swear. I just make up stupid words as my swear words. I knw! Super lame!
Anyway, i just woke up. I am super shagged. Reached home about 12 yesterday night cause there was a party going on in school. The atmosphere was exactly like a club but there were too little...
Dependable and stalwart are attributes you look...
Alfian Santriyos reads my tumblr! Oh no, i can’t talk about you anymore. ): Later i shy if he reads it.
And today, someone unexpectedly texts me. Am shocked but totally pleased. Maybe, somewhat, i miss him. Gosh.
I want hugs. From *ehemehem* since he doesn’t like any other guy touching me.
Hectic
A week of school has passed and i’m really happy. (:
Like i said, when there’s school, there’s no time for anything else really. I get to be a workaholic, doing work till late, reach home and sleep, awaiting for the next day.
Yesterday was O level results. Congrats to those who made it. And for those whose points fall short of expectations, do not despair. Chin up,...
I’ve been watching movies all dayyy. Wooohh. And tomorrow, school starts at 11. Ain’t that spastic?
I’m tired. Shall have an early night tonight. (: Good day.